thunderr.

10/10/2008 8:08 pm
Mahal mo ba ako?..mahal kasi kita ehh.. =)) ingat ka.. :)) bday q naa ahh.. :) gnda mo tlga. :) kea crush na crush kita ehh.. :)


--> The sender of this comment is the only one who'll know that it was him who sent this to me. I didn't let anyone see this. It's too confidential. I can't this comment in friendster. Because if i did, he'll just erase it. and for me, if he do that, all the memories are gone.The truth is, i really loved him, but i was afraid. I don't know what's love or like. It's too hard.complicated.I was afraid of falling down and no one can catch me like before, i was afraid to do the same mistakes that i did in the past. So if you, the one who's reading this is the sender of this, ILOVEYOU. it's just that, i can't make my mind. I'm so sorry for all the troubles i did. Now, you free. you can love anyone else as you loved me before.

thunder.

"wag nalang, ayoko makisali"

i viewed you profile a while ago. Honestly, i was shocked. napalitan na pala agad ako, samantalang wala naman akong ginagawa. porket ba di na kita pinapansin gnun? kung ganun lang pala basihan mo wag ka na! Pero alam mo feeling ko kanina, parang wala nalang ako. Wala lang, dumaan lang un, bigla ding nawala. daig pa bula e. panakip butas mo lng ako, halata ko nman e. takot kang manligaw kasi baka mabusted ka. anu yun.Selfish ka din pala. pareho lng tayo, nga pala, di kita niloko, ikaw ang nanloko sa sarili mo.alam ko naman e, babalik balik ka din sa kanya. okay lng. sa akin lng, ansakit din pala, di ko alam kung bakit.

TO BE CONTINUED..

A SO-NOT-HAPPY STORY.

MYSUPAHNOSEBLEEDSTORY.

It was a fine day. And i went online. One of my friend sent me her contacts in yahoo! messenger.There was this guy, he's one of those few people whom i added up to increase my contacts.Code name:Rasenggan buzzed me. A conversation started. OHMY. it was him, my fantasy, my crush. I was so happy that day for he got my number. BUT i receive none. Next day, i went online. again, we chatted. He asked for my number again, i gave it. Then we stay late all up night. He's looking forward in meeting me personally. i was afraid he'll not like me. But it was a huge mistake somehow, he liked me. That was before. That time i never had the chance to tell him what u really feel. Untill i found out that he had a crush on someone else. I felt like the world fell on me and no one could help me with it. I was so sad. all happiness, vanished. That day, i vowed that i'll never like him. But i can't. I can't stand up for what i promised to myself. It's really hard to resist, my feelings for him gets deeper and deeper each day as we cross directions. I always tell myself that he can't like me anymore, END, But somehow there's still a spark. I don't know why. I guess, It's just one of my day dreaming habits. You can't blame me. I'm just the girl who liked someone that much that she could do anything for that boy.I had some crushes, to replace him.but i really really 3x CAN'T. Sometimes, i think he really intend to make me jealous but i'd rather think that i'm so feeling to think that way.