A SO-NOT-HAPPY STORY.

MYSUPAHNOSEBLEEDSTORY.

It was a fine day. And i went online. One of my friend sent me her contacts in yahoo! messenger.There was this guy, he's one of those few people whom i added up to increase my contacts.Code name:Rasenggan buzzed me. A conversation started. OHMY. it was him, my fantasy, my crush. I was so happy that day for he got my number. BUT i receive none. Next day, i went online. again, we chatted. He asked for my number again, i gave it. Then we stay late all up night. He's looking forward in meeting me personally. i was afraid he'll not like me. But it was a huge mistake somehow, he liked me. That was before. That time i never had the chance to tell him what u really feel. Untill i found out that he had a crush on someone else. I felt like the world fell on me and no one could help me with it. I was so sad. all happiness, vanished. That day, i vowed that i'll never like him. But i can't. I can't stand up for what i promised to myself. It's really hard to resist, my feelings for him gets deeper and deeper each day as we cross directions. I always tell myself that he can't like me anymore, END, But somehow there's still a spark. I don't know why. I guess, It's just one of my day dreaming habits. You can't blame me. I'm just the girl who liked someone that much that she could do anything for that boy.I had some crushes, to replace him.but i really really 3x CAN'T. Sometimes, i think he really intend to make me jealous but i'd rather think that i'm so feeling to think that way.